So, my Estonia. The ship-trip was quite intresting. Ppl on the voyage are so confident and bold. Yeah, of course I wanna hook up with you and your alcohol-breath, you cutie. So many drunk ppl. But I was with my dad, so it was ok. Some swedish guys started to talk with me. First I answered in swedish, then we went over on english. "Ok, I gotta go now."
"Bye! See you later"
"Yeah." I went to my room and I stayed there. YEAH :D In the morning dad said:
"You went to bed that early so I couldn't hand on greetings."
"What are you talking about?"Those swedish guys went to my dad to ask about me. I wish I saw and hear their conversation. Would have been entertaining since my dad doesn't speak neither english nor swedish.


Oh my friking god how many things I had to do and how many places I had go. In the future I'm gonna live in a place where there aren't so many rules and paper-work. My dad said: "That's the grownups world". Well, the grownups world could suck my imaginary ding-dong.

The last night in Estonia. I went to a club with my friends. I love love love them. If I could have them here, my world would rock! But seems I can't have ppl I adore near me. Come on, even my heart had to go away. BUT I'm gonna see him on Saturday!! Anyway, the club.. I felt so good. And I got a kiss on my cheek from a GIRL. She stept on my foot accidentally. Guys were basically walking through me and they didn't even say sorry. Bastards! Then there was an old classmate, who now thinks she's so much better than others. "Yeah, I'm sitting here with my bf and chilling on facebook in my awesome touch-screen phone. I'm too cool to dance. I'm too cool to say hello to my old classmates.". PA-THE-friking-TIC! But dancing with the good ones was awesome! And I looked so club-material-girl. I think there was no girl who was wearing more close than I did :D Cherry, only you were missing from that perfect evening.

Going back to Sweden was so "fun". First the port was full off drunk ppl. Then the women in check-in didn't wan't to give me my ticket.
"You're only 19. Ppl under 20 can only travel with a person who's over 30 in the weekends."WHAT THE ***? Like on workdays I'm adult and in the weekend I'm not? What a weird rule. Becides, they sold me the ticket on the internet. Makes no sence! My dad was pissed off:
"Where's the boss of the company. It's gonna be a court case." And we got my ticket right away :D
Noone messes with my dad. He's like an american. Always wants to go to the court to insist justice. At least it seems to be like that there.

On ship. Stepping in my room. I see 2 grannys. First thing one of them says to me:
"I hoped noone else will come here, but then you came." Hello to you too :D And then she complained how sick she is and how much medicin she have to take and how bad she feels.
"I can't be in a same room with so many ppl. I don't have enough air."The Crew had a security training. Everybody heard alarm. The old women came to the room and said that she was so terrified that she thought she's gonna die right away. Overreacting much? :D
I woke up about 5am and what I saw? She was walking back and forth in the cab. Are you serious? It was freaky. I couldn't fall asleep again. It stinked there. So I got myself ready and went out. When I went back after few hours, the I'm-gonna-die-today woman asked:
"Couldn't you sleep because of me?"I was trying to be nice: "No, I just had enough of sleeping."
"Oh, I thought if you were up because of me, it would have been one and one: you couldn't sleep because of me and I couldn't sleep because of you in the morning."Hahaha, seriously? :D The other grandma' was nice. She was finnish, but she talked swedish too, so we had a nice conversation with her. She was always cheerful and sweet.


On Monday I broke up with thai boxing. If you saw me sparring there, you could realize why I stopped. I can't hit people. I was doing some stupid swimming moves and I closed my eyes, when someone hit me and even when I hit. Becides my boyfriend didn't like my bruises :D

When I look at you, when I talk with you, when I think about you, my pupils are heart-shaped