MY DAD IS IN SWEDEN! Yesterday when I came back from training, I met my dad in corridor. I was like a little child who got a candy. Daddy made supper. So cute! Even my sis sat with us. And they huged :) Progress!
Will I get him to accept the guy I love? Hell yeah! :D I think he's not racist even if he thinks so. In Estonia there just aren't so many different ppl. I'm sure he haven't even speak with a black person before. GET USED TO MY ADDICTION :D

I'm not intrested in men. I'm intrested in one particular exemplar.

On monday in school an arabic guy shocked us He got angry on his wife and got aggressive. I don't know exactly what happend, but the guy hitted his wife and those who tried to intervence. Even the teacher got a hit. We have such a heroes in our class. All guys interrupt. The fight started cause of religion and I don't even blame the guy, who got aggressive. He's a good guy. Just gotta understand, that religion is tender theme and we gotta think before we say something. Especially about things that we don't know much about. Life goes on normally. I still love my school. I'm getting to know people more day by day. Today I talked with my new favourite. He is so calm and sweet. One day when we had firealarm practice and everybody had to go out, he took his jacket off and gave it to his wife. It was freezing and he was on his t-shirt. Cute cute cute. I'm so happy, that I can have conversation with ppl in swedish now. But I'm also happy to have my african girl with who I can talk english.



I hate when estonias (mostly those, who livs or have visited some other country they really liked) fustigate Estonia. "This or that country is so much better." "People in this or that country are much more friendlier." And blablabla. Go to hell, you have been raised in this country, so don't talk sh*t about it. Yes, the economic is going down and it's hard to cope with it. Yes, the people in general aren't that outgoing, but that's the way we are. We are who we are. No matter how messed up it is, I'm still proud of my country. How it has developed so fast and all, how hard-working we are. I'm not sure, if I'm gonna live there one day, probably not, but still... I'm not gonna talk sh*t about my land. Vybz Kartel - Poor People Land  I wouldn't say we are poor. No! But the song just suits here. Becides, Vybz is so great! :D