Go ahead and say goodbye,

I'll be alright.

Go ahead and make me cry,

I'll be alright.

It sucks when I do willingly things that I actually hate. I wanna be proud of myself. I guess doing stupid things is in humen nature and I'm a regular erring human being (just making excuses). I don't regret anything but I'm angry on myself that let my feelings show. I don't like when I'm baldfaced. Seems like everybody can see what am I thinking.

"Oeh, jälle see metslane puges su sisse."



One day when I strolled around the town with Tiina's child my former teacher walked to me and sayd "Oh what a beautiful baby. Is it yours?". My jaw fell to the pavement and my eyes were wide open. I was shocked! I'm too young for it despite the fact that my mother had her first child when she was only 17. Different times, different life.