My heaven on earth

My mind is taken over. I feel kind of stupid always thinking about you. Like I don't have anything else to do.. But I can't help it. I'm like 13 year old girl who has found her first love. Weird that just 6 months ago I couldn't believe we could ever be like this. Now I'm so in love that it makes me sick. It's like a cup of tea with dozen spoonfuls of sugar. So sweet. Too sweet. But also so right. Never been that crazy about someone. I barely recognize myself. I'm addicted. How can it be so perfect? You're everything I've ever wanted. I trust you. I adore you. Your music, your life experiences, your past, your personality... You amaze me. Yes, I'm going far away for far too long and I know that things can change, but if it's still the same when I return, then it proves I'm right about us. Anyway I believe in us. I may go, but I'm never gone. I see you in my future.