Can't hold on to

Gosh, how much I like Matisyahu. Keep my feet on ground and my head in the clouds. He and his music are great!

I found in my friend's blog a great quote by Remarque: "If you let anything come too near you want to hold on to it. And there is nothing a man can hold on to.". I think I go by that quote. At least now. I can't be bounded with this place. I have to be free to follow my dreams. I know, that when I find someone, I won't need anything more and that's bad. I need to have more ames, more reasons to wake up. That's why I like being alone.

All my mindpower will work for me and things will be just the way I expect and wish. I know it's selfish for wanting what I want but I can't help myself. I need something extra good happen to feel better. One day I'll be much better person. Hopefully. I have good examples.

Gosh, I better don't think anymore. I see only black and white colours.

It consumed me. I was strong out. drifting apart...