We can make it if we try

We can make it to the top. Oh, yes we can :) haha, "yes we can" reminds me Obama :D By the way, I participated in a speech contest and one of the prices I got were pictures of Obama.. again! (this I wrote a long time ago)

Today is April Fool's day. And today is the day I finally decided to write sth. Gosh, I feel bad that I've been so superficial. I haven't spend time for thinking over important things. I haven't spend some time for my self. Not enough. I like the way thing were before when I were alone quite often. Now I have always somebody around me and I feel more alone then ever. Maybe it's because I don't have my family (my mom and younger siblings) close to me. When we lived together, we actually were in a privacy. Everybody mind theis own business, but it felt good having them near. Guess I'm just use to that feeling that they are with me. I miss them. Everything can't be perfect. Actually my life is quite good. I can't complain. I'm happy that the school is over soon. I'd be even happier when CC finds me family in USA. I want to go there so bad! Recently I read a book from Epp Petrone "My America". I found out a lot of things that I didn't knew before. Like that there's 2 Americas: red and blue. I knew that there's 2 gangs: crips and bloods. Even in my little town exist those, but they're more like wannabes(especially crips). Nothing serious. Then I found out about the consumer habits, about the streets(incredible that there are no pavements in some city-parts). Then I read about how the people felt about the horrible event that took part on September 11th, 2001. I could say that thanks to the book I got a little taste of the life in USA. I wanna know some more. I wanna be there! I wanna be in an american family.

Love is in the air, but I don't care. I like being single. Friendship is the most I need from a guy right now.

Hopefully next time I write will be much sooner :D